Not sure if I'll post this, but this is really as much of a journal as I keep these days. Just a little discouraged tonight.
Not loving the fact that I've been consistently exercising and eating less and although I know I'm stronger and have more endurance, I'm still so tired and nothing is changing with my body shape/weight thanks to my delightful PCOS. For the record, I'm grumpy tonight about having PCOS.
Also not loving that another month has come and gone with no baby news. While this isn't shocking considering the fact that we're not working with the doctor yet, it's still frustrating and disappointing. I'm still nursing once a day and the dr. won't help me until I'm done. I know Tommy is a year old, but I'm struggling emotionally to let go of this feeding and I know it will be hard for him to give up as well. I wish I didn't have to give up this part of my relationship with Tommy to begin the process of getting our next baby here. It makes me a smidge resentful. Sorry.
Oh well. This too shall pass.
4 comments:
Sometimes it's a pain being patient and waiting for "things" to pass. That's great news that you guys are trying for another baby! It will happen :) I have pcos too and hate dealing with it and the symtoms it causes, bleh! Especially when trying to get pregnant, it's so frustrating and depressing at times. It is hard to quite nursing, but maybe you could replace it with something else special that you and Tommy can do. You are a strong lady for all you've been through and for wanting to be pregnant again and have another baby. I don't think I could handle another pregnancy or child myself. :) You guys have an amazing family. I wish you the best!
Thanks Carrie, xoxo
I'm so sorry for your frustrations. You are a strong woman and someone I admire. Hang in there, blessings will come.
Thanks Gaynelle, love you
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